This is not the first time. This is something which keeps happening, as if to teach me life is thus. Me not getting a hang of it even after so many experiences and encounters could be another raison d'être!
I am no person with a glib and oily tongue, but miserably fall prey to those who really are. Every time when I go for those convincing words, I keep hearing a voice within me saying not to – Alas, it’s my own voice and as I said - I am terrible in the art of convincing. I just ignore those feeble inner voices and go for the words of the person – no matter whether he/she is a stranger or a friend, only to realize the slip-up later.
The frequency of such situations is high recently, don’t know why. Even at this very moment the pang of deceit is ruling high within me. It is not that I am not trying to learn things, it is because I start trusting a person when he/she starts building (or acts thus) a rapport with me, laughs at my silly jokes, cheers me up when am down, giggles at gossips and gives hi-fi to my foodie outing plans. Things go well until the third person arrives (I wonder, how can anyone plan so well – in all such situations, this third person never went wrong in making the timely stage-appearance). There, I can see the whirls of deceit start appearing; it slowly gains momentum and turns into a furore maelstrom strong enough to shatter the memories of those good ol’ days.
The beauty of such situations is, the person slips out the scene just like that, leaving the brooding me behind – the third person goes with him/her, of course!
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